06.11 Sketch Book

不再让你孤单

2011-09-11T21:54:00.002+08:00

如果说这周遭的喧闹让人心扰，那你无私的默默守护，就是我最想要的安静。

arm-candy

2011-07-20T05:32:00.001+08:00

Hi London, i overspent.

listen to the nicest thing

2011-07-14T06:42:00.003+08:00

♥

2011-07-07T18:49:00.002+08:00

一点一点的改变，那曾经熟悉，突然陌生的感觉，叫心慌。

2011-07-06T15:26:00.001+08:00

MIA for ages, hey i m back ;)

recently MILAN

2011-03-26T23:58:00.005+08:00

i went to milan bac to bac! hardly swipe my card till maximum limit but it happened for the bill last month, but.. those expense are not for myself. juz doing some favors for good frens, so no heartache for the wallet... aha.. wat a damn place to spend if not determine enough! milan... woops. weather was too good to go for sightsee but we din move out from milan. end up juz shopping and went up to top of Duomo for couple of hours.

... til then, i have more crazy fotos with nana during second milan trip. to be continue.

awake at this odd hour

2011-01-27T03:04:00.007+08:00

i'm stil awake coz i'm in london now. gloomy as usual, weather sux and i choose to stay in the room today. headache when thinking bout food when my stomach is still growling after i fooled it by filling in some coffee pairing with oreo and instant noodle. i miss sizzling hot food again. i can eat non-stop now when there is a proper meal provided and no time constraint. talking bout meal, i got no chance to have reunion dinner during cny this year. the first week of cny is basically all gone becoz of the flying pattern. it's actually quite a sad thing when u fly oversea alone and all u can do is just imagine how joyful are the rest celebrating the festival. i'm not sure how long that i will be still doing this. what i can tell is, the more events that i miss out, the more it reminds me how much that i dislike bout this job. tat's why i m in such a sad n happy dilemma: got many offdays during the wrong time, get to visit to alot of places but it was all in unleisure mode. whatever beautiful things that u can think of, there is a sad story hidden behind.

life's like tat.

help

2011-01-23T00:41:00.002+08:00

i know shit does happen, but not as often as this please....
why oh why oh.... gao meng ah, hello anyone? :'(

Cant wait

2011-01-11T21:27:00.003+08:00

生熟蛋，芥兰，腊肠，酱油拌饭，大概这样就能吃两大碗白饭了。
妈，我在外国好饿家里最普通的菜色啊。

first paris

2011-01-06T15:48:00.003+08:00

it's Paris after 2years flying, suppose to climb Eiffel but it's winter now and Paris is so much colder than London at this time. i'm Not fully prepared for the cold weather and i juz give Eiffel a miss, as my flu's been bugging me on n off for almost two weeks and now the pain that the cough cause is excruciating. ok shall c u next time eiffel, n with the bite on my long time indulgence for double C :D

sick

2011-01-03T14:48:00.003+08:00

病得一塌糊涂，这时候我想家了。

Old good stuff

2010-12-09T00:34:00.003+08:00

someone that i dun get to meet up and catch up often nowadays, though the best of a forever friend accompany me to walk the longest mile. tell me how would i be able to resist the warmth from this friendship? it is way deep down inside my heart ♥

i m ever grateful, happy 24th Aru.

2010-11-07T14:37:00.000+08:00

As usual, i din celebrate my birthday like the past few years. a person like me is strange, i love party, definately enjoy all kind of celebrations with frens, sometime even like to be the organizer but very contradict that i wished to pass my birthday quietly n peacefully, like juz lying on the sofa with a cup of coffee and counting down to receive birthday call/msg and red pop up at the top left corner of FB. Possibly i m not good in express how much tat i'm thankful to all these n dun wish to be the spot as i might be quite stiff to respond with all ethusiastic wishes esp face to face :S But i really really wan to let all my fellow frens, besties, kakis, sissies know that i appreciate what you had planned for me during my big 24 birthday while i was like forever away from u all. my words are flat here but i m overwhelmed with gratitude from the bottom of my heart for the sincere wishes from those specials appeare in my life. you strengthen me when i was weak.

XOXO

Value

2010-10-31T20:38:00.002+08:00

那么贵的东西却好像越来越普通
是要银子还是要包装
自己衡量

外公

2010-10-14T19:24:00.003+08:00

他们说, 这次是一个劫数, 逃过这一劫, 你就会安然无恙.
小时候你最疼我, 每个早餐的生熟蛋不能忘记, 还有偷偷塞进小书包里的糖果.
黄昏驾老BENZ 看老牛.
过年的白斩大鸡腿.偷偷地让我浅啜你最爱啤酒.
房间里的弥漫的铁打酒味道．
白上衣．蓝白相间的睡裤．黝黑的皮肤．沙哑的声音．
这些都埋藏在记忆深处．永无取代．

照片摄：２００７

当时的小孩现在都上中学了．我也踏入社会工作了．
你是时候歇歇，让有能力的的扛上责任吧．

i wan food, food. food. SZILLING HOT FOOD!!!!!

2010-10-12T20:05:00.002+08:00

in the state of craving for zhu york fun, claypot chicken rice, claypot lou shu fun, sam lou mee hoon, tomyam steamboat, loh min, oo jian, fried carrot cake, fu yong omelette....

- day 5

arh!!!!

MIA

2010-09-13T20:13:00.002+08:00

need a break, phew..

i'm glad to foresee it around the corner, very soon :) after some stupid courses and a chopchop flight, i m bac to the embrace of laughters and sink my teeth into heavenly food. follow up by another long flight n i pray that i could b set free for another 9-days-holiday! if only some kind soul willing to do my duty. people said that money cant buy happiness, but i believe the power of it in buying offdays, whereby my joy be raised. doncha agree??

:(

2010-08-06T21:07:00.003+08:00

i need my charger now. seriously low battery.
i would be happier if only i were granted with what i ve been praying .
it is a combination of small wishes
and i ll be just fine with anything to be true.
Greedy?? Bless.

cherrylicious

2010-08-01T02:13:00.004+08:00

look wat have i juz got from market today? another 500g of fresh cherry. yumm yumm. it has totally overthrown my previous thought of cherry. most of the time it taste like medication when it functions as garnishes. but the fresh one is Cherry nice!!

got to work bac tml, going to work with someone tat i dun like, but doesn't matter, coz i m going home after the flight ends, la.................... :)

bored in munchen

2010-07-31T01:18:00.004+08:00

oh you r right, i m juz damn bored in munich and all these camwhore pics are the best evidence.weather is not good, it is a season of drizzling. surrounding is so gloomy. not a good time to tour around, such a waste for this 7days munich. I M HOMESICK!!! i miss my frens in malaysia!!!! damn i ve missed out lotsa activities at hometown. hrrrrr. best thing? i found HB beer.. hehe.. remind me the time tat i spent in munich with einein n feiwah.

ta...... sleep st. to b continue.. wat a random one. kaka.

wisdom tooth VS south afrika trip

2010-05-26T12:01:00.007+08:00

like many others has experienced, it's been a few days that i suffer from the gum infection, caused by the wisdom tooth. it's really, really painful. bloody hell. the entire part is swollen n i find it difficult to munch food, not even use the other side to do so. and at this moment, i m hungry again. yes it's again!! getting hungry easily simply becoz this is my day4 to eat porridge n some stupid soft food like tauhu kind. oh, the best one is fried carrot cake, wt????

despite that, i really had an awesome trip in Johannesburg, South afrika for the past few days. sight seeing was fun n exciting. i will juz let the pictures speak for themselves. :)

Lion Park. so close to the lion cubs to take fotos. they are so wild n we were still scratched by their jaws n bit. although it's a harmless one but stil quite scary.

the keeper who love the cubs so much.

the vegetarian.

it stil looks so fierce even guys said it is the best postion. XD

it approached our car becoz we smell like food, yumyum....

horse riding at mangaliesburg. very good experience becoz unlike many places having a coach besides u, we really ride on ourselves this time for about two hours. but it is quite terrified when the horses started to speed up unexpectedly n feel like falling off. or bucked off by some behavioural horses, but its not mine! mine is juz as gentle as the rider. =)

After that, we decided to make our first jump in our life. virgin jump in south afrika.

teehee. the height is 50M. This is how it's gonna work. the two man behind are crucial as they control the length of the rope after u jump off and swing.

Buckled up.

ta tang!! the most scary part is not when u jump off, is when they ask u to move forward n step half feet out. juz feel like fall down anytime. heartbeat heartbeat. it's my turn.

Last destination is Lesedi cultural village. here we can experience the old n new culture of african. Step in to the tribes n know more bout their tradition n lifestyle. and even their food!!

The warrior as a watchdog to protect the village.

traditional painting.

huts whereby they live.

stalk me much??

guess what. this a dried worm. it's snack for them, n eerrrr, i din eat... hehe.

When the trip done we were invited to join their dancing n singing which depicting their ancestors' stories. lastly, they treated us to a Pan African Buffet at their restaurant. we can feel their great hospitality n warm welcome to all the guest. tiring, exhausted, gum pain, high fever the next day n stil got to work bac, but it is definately a memorable experience!!! next round of Johannesburg: Hot air balloon n Bungee Jump, here i come. :)

Art of language

2010-05-10T01:09:00.005+08:00

一直觉得嘴巴是性格最分裂的器官
最优美的句子或是最狠毒的批评
像悦耳的曲子或是放出毒箭
都是在于那一闭一合的时候
某人告诉你你有多么好，你怎么知道他脑里转的是不是所说的？

聪明人绕一大圈地贬人被贬的还傻呼呼当赞美
笨蛋要炫耀自己多能干但却让全世界觉得那只是多此一举

讲多错多
还是沉默是金最好.

Grrrrrr

2010-04-04T19:08:00.005+08:00

lost my token n the feeling of losting sth yet u cant find it bac is SUX.
i wan it bac by tml. coz feel so damn cacat now, i wan to change flight for offdays but cant do anythig gggrrrr!!!! when can i learn to be more cautious n alert? clumsy, 做耶打烂耶，叻人.....

“好彩对耳朵是粘着头的”妈妈还真对。

Damn the blister

2010-03-30T12:47:00.006+08:00

After a few weeks of overpacked schedule followed by fever n had too much fun under the strong sunlight in maldives, immune system has gone down n here it is, the stupid herpes simplex virus juz give me a visit since last september when i was in Milan, caused by stress after being pickpocketed i guess. n now this time becoz of heat, weak immune system n alcohol consumption. this oral herpes causes some irritating, tiny, fluid filled blister juz one small part at my upper lip but it is quite significant n i juz look like being punched by someone. Grrrr.... the thing is, I stil need to WORK tonight! how to put on the bloody red lipstick?? god bless... hopefully the medication recommended by super mommy who suffered from this cold sore for $#@%$#@%$@# times a year could help.

happy birthday tasha, u owe me three cups neat!!

Life's too short

2010-03-24T02:05:00.007+08:00

An old man onboard ever told me that "life's too short with troubles" and pat gently on my shoulder when he saw everyone of us running up n down n in a mess with tons of work. i smiled bac to him while he sipped his breakfast tea after the words. the words keep playing in my head. i got to say tat this is so true, but not too practical in reality for most of the ppl. it's not all right coz minor problems are unpredictable tat the accumulation of it could lead to a big issue. But it's true tat we shudn't make our life n others difficult. life's too short for troubles, regrets, acting-actings, anger, jealousy, yada yada........ but how many ppl out there can really take lifes easily? i wish to talk n behalf like the way i like forever, but it couldn't be. coz it takes the rest of ppl into consideration. coz we are not living by our own. coz ppl might say tat it's mad, n we care how ppl critique against us. coz there is a show called LIFE.

hihi, long time no c.

D for dear Debbie

2010-03-11T19:15:00.004+08:00

my precious debbie lim is really a funny girlfren of mine, well at least she din slap my face om tat night. even u do so, i will only laugh it off haha. i ve forgotten who contributed the stupid idea, but i got a pic to prove tat mr song piew was the one who applied it on ur face. let's have more funs when i meet wit u again k. bring me to eat more good food which strongly recommended by those hot food blogers. drink more, sleep more, eat more. cheers zhen xi, u live ur life.

I wana stay

2010-01-30T19:19:00.003+08:00

Da bao mama's food n bac in sg to eat but i feel like crying while i'm waiting alone at d departure hall. Fckin emo someone plz help me out or please, i really need to learn to love n appreciate wat i currently have n wat keep me occupied. else this gonna manipulate my feeling to d worst like forever. N guess wat, announcement was juz out n flight delay again, good.

she sang

2010-01-08T01:08:00.003+08:00

是否我会是你生命的插曲。。。。。

i m me becoz of u

2010-01-01T22:52:00.005+08:00

2009 calendar is in the dustbin. let's hello the 2010.
thanks everyone and everything happened around. no matter good or bad, still gain.
i m not me who typing this post right now without these all.

Happy 2010.
:XXXX

My every friday

2009-12-07T17:32:00.006+08:00

每一个 end of duty 就是我的星期五　都是最轻松的时刻
放肆地不调闹钟地睡，睡到脖子也酸了才醒来。
醒后泡个快熟面，一杯咖啡，几片ｂｉｓｃｕｉｔｉ，　还有无数的连续剧到午夜。
年尾将近，一年又这么过了，做工存钱　存钱做工
心里有个目标要在今年内达成　但却做不到
朋友说要那么多钱干啥
我也不知道
或许　某天发现自己什么也做不好的时候
还是种安慰

彷徨无助时，我就会想想　身边爱我的人

oh no work

2009-11-14T23:03:00.007+08:00

not lazy but juz very demotivated to bac to work, very reluctant to drag myself out from home to airport n put my ass on the aircraft seat n juz in 45 mins time i will be at the familiar yet strange changi airport. as usual take a cab n "uncle pasir ris drive 6 please" n bac n "hi aunty uncle i'm bac how r u i m good holiday is fun (but work sux)" "hi dust in s'pore room i m bac to make u disappear again" the room just exhale a melancholy breath of emptiness. "hi hamster don come out from ur cage again if not i gonna move house happy?" it only looks cute when it is locked n looks grumpy... So much pretty things happen that i should be happy about, so glamorous, oh y still this emotion mulling over as ever?

"I don't want to achieve immortality through my work...I want to achieve it by not dying."

— Woody Allen

ya, just wan to survive.

06.11

2009-11-09T20:34:00.002+08:00

it's a bit late to post 06.11 on 09.11,

but still wana say

今年的生日很幸福

:)

给一些很重要的人们♥

你们开心

我才快乐

请让我快乐

missing you

2009-10-20T00:48:00.002+08:00

missing somebody
is luxurious if you got hectic life
coz u got insufficient time to do it
or should i say
it's like a dessert after meal
do enjoy it, when u are able to do so.
today kinda set my mind to free mode after the safety test,
and eh hem! i miss baba, mama, meimeis, although we do fight most of the time.
i duno y, but that's just the style tat we communicate with each other in home.
u wana soft spoken? who gonna give u a shit in my house? the louder one is winner, roar!!!! my mom win.. aiks.. :P
miss everyone in malaysia, miss them in heaven, miss frens who study oversea,
you,you,you, and you. so many yous.

time flies, and before i knew it,
it's been a year here.
how fast...... that i gonna be trainned for business class.
no no, there is no extra earning to work in business class.. ah you say can hook up some rich n young guys like doctor or entrepreneur? gals who work this only dream big bout this? i know some ppl might think like this, no yes no yes no yes? if u stil put this in mind n make the judgement, i'm sorry but i think u are stil living in ur old granny's age.

lalalalala.

bad day in Milan

2009-09-25T01:32:00.006+08:00

24 Sep is definately an unforgettable day for me. this is the worst trip ever that i had. i thought that i can have a great trip, my first visit in milan. But at the end it was spoilt by the pick pocket case tat happened to me and another girl. Personally think tat i kind of protect to my belonging when i was at the town, most of the time i hugged the bag. yet i am stil a victim of this widespread crimes. by time i realized tat my wallet has gone, the pickpocket alr long gone.

There will be hell to pay when i get back home. My malaysia Ic, driving license, euro 150, and all my four debit and atm cards gone. the only glad thing is my passport and staff pass are still with me, if not i gonna stay in milan until things are much more settle. How sick. i learned a lesson and deeply understand how good is a skilled pickpocket can make off as much money as a armed robber within, hmm maybe a few seconds time? what i can say is it's nearly impossible to make yourself completely immune to their tricks once u are spotted by them. once they target on you, tat's it la..

no matter how careful you are, you could still fall victim to pickpockets as they camouflage themselves from time to time so that you won't spot them or being alert. trust me, to whoever feel that all these happened is just becoz of incautious and careless, which exactly what i felt previously when some friends told me so... probably i had a pleasant trip in Rome for almost four days, so i take it for granted lo, smart ass. hhrrr!!!!! i shud have spreaded my money, cards, and identification cards when this came to my mind b4 i stepped out from my room. regreted i din do so and now i pay the piper. i lost it all at once.

There's not much law enforcement can do about it. i went to the army authority since there is a translator there n waited like an idiot for 4 hours n yet, bac wit nth, coz no one entertained us. skin tone discrimination obviously! bloody idiot... ...

i wan to go home i wan to go home i wan to be hugged i wan to be pampered i wan a kiss on my forehead i wan my wallet bac i wan my ic back i wan my all cards back i wan to have good sleep i dunwan to be terrified anymore..............

2009-09-18T16:06:00.005+08:00

生活是座迷宫爱情是个迷

什么时候我们的脚步不在是随着自己的心跳

又是什么时候我们忘了停下来看看沿途的风景

只想着要朝着目标前进殊不知他已模糊得难以拼凑

只能在空气里嗅着回忆

Lies and Sour Grapes

2009-08-13T22:13:00.003+08:00

People often ask questions with least expectation when there dont standby your side. For the sake of making them happy, avoid the sour grapes becoz of their unattainable goals. Answer them in your most reasonably humble way would just make them feel satisfy. We skip the most important fact, we vague the topic, We tell lies by ommision. We feel wronged, but we avoid noise. It's still small girl fumbling around the big city, but got to be with much more strength and courages. oh ya, my current status is: depressed

Copenhagen, July

2009-07-17T21:59:00.018+08:00

Once upon a time, there was a mermaid who felt in love with a prince who lived on land. Her love thus lead to the agreement between her and the sea witch by giving her tongue in order to replace her fish tail with human legs so that she could walk on land n meet her charming prince. Unlike the cartoon that we have watched, the story line here apparently an unhappy one. She became mute and she suffered from every steps that she took. Yet she cant get along with the one she loved. knowing the sad story earlier on, i felt the loneliness of this mermaid statue when i took foto with it. The little mermaid statue symbolizes the Danish fairy tale that she came up to the egde of water to look for her love. without the touring crowd, it is juz surrounded by strong wind n sea water.

"sorry lil mermaid, i need a piece of me with you too."

Another famous spot in copenhagen is Tivoli gardens. It is an old entertainment park fulled with flowers blooming as it is early summer and unique building from different oriental countries.

the spinning chilhood dream.

which has flown too far away from us

Since nth much that we can do in copenhagen, we decided to make a move to sweeden. a city near to copenhagen and it only took like 30-45 minutes by taking train. initially we wan to tour in sweeden by cycling, but all bikes are not available due to the its popularity to be used in sweeden. Same like copenhagen huh, where many residents travel by bike instead of car.

In Lund. The look-a-like tower which Rapunzel let her hair down for the prince.

Malmo canal boat trip. finally finished my st roll of 120 film for diana+.

July is a busy month for me. busy flying, busy shopping, busy travelling, busy meeting all babes back from oversea for holiday, busy dizzy messy. My room are all the time in a mess. haven unpacked and got to leave again. haven fallen asleep then woke up for another flight. feel like ever since the copenhagen trip, i have nv had enough rest. oh boy!!! i need my long break. my annual leave, my august holiday. yosh!!

Random 1.2.3

2009-07-04T01:17:00.007+08:00

Done in Shanghai saloon. have fun. :)

No longer P

2009-06-30T23:01:00.003+08:00

Something unsual happened this afternoon when i checked my Wave for the crew list. My P have gone!! Hooray!! feel so glad and pleased and blessed!!! thanks to Surianty for the early announcement of this good news. throw the streamers and blow the horns. i'm sure all the babes of 59/08s were jumping for the good news. What a long period of six months that we spent with lotsa patience to reach this day. wish 59/08 the best for the coming days and waiting for the drop P party. haha. hahas. mouth split til ear. wahaha.

no la, i m juz joking.
i m 淑女ma.................

Summer. Italy

2009-06-21T02:42:00.011+08:00

Summer is a troublesome season.
i need the sunlight to travel around in Italy.
and cold breezy day instead of 35 degree which caused everyone of us dehydrated and extremely exhausted.

it's a real summer in europe. hate perspire profusely.

i said no shooting!!

5 days in italy allows us to travel from Rome to Pisa, and from Pisa to Florence.

In Rome

Finally in Florence

In the train bac from Florence to Rome again. Took around three n half hours.

i hav nv walked so much distance in my past twenty two n six month' s life.
it's was my first time backpack travel.
Shoulder n feet pain til max.

Darker skin followed by heat rashes attributed to the exposure to the sun and hot condition.

It is always said that people with fair skin really need to be careful whilst out in the sun.

Despite i complained of all i have mentioned above, ignore the high expenses in italy, it is really worthwhile to travel to all these places in Italy. It's such a romantic country.

i saw the leaning tower.

Dad said i m so ugly with my big sun glasses. Poo!!!

i had my Angel n Demon tour in Rome.

Never goes wrong to have Gelatine in Italy.

and i acted like i adore art gallery in Florence.

haha. Someone told me through phone that she would make her honeymoon in Italy. haha well we shall c k?

more fotos in FB soon :)

Shout out: Happy daddy's day!!

P/s: sorry to dad, mom, sis, n Qi for not sending birthday wishes to them during their big day. forgive me for being not mindful all the time n HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY. ♥ U ALL.

dubai-cairo

2009-06-12T15:31:00.005+08:00

this is how i wrapped myself with the blancket and falled asleep in front of my lappie. foto taken by someone in my room eating my drystore. :)

The ancient pyramid, one of the world's seven wonders.

At the east of the largest Khufu pyramid is the Sphinx. One of the story about Sphinx is Khufu, the second Pharaoh in the fourth Egptian dynasty ordered Stonemasons to carve the Sphinx according to Khufu's feature as a patron saint for Khufu's eternal "residence", his own pyramid when he is dead.

Kiss good luck, a kiss that would bring me lucks. weeee.

what was i doing behind? tried to protect myself from the direct UV light la!!

god of fertility

Dubai

2009-05-28T03:49:00.001+08:00

Room temperature is 18. Outdoor? haha, dare to imagine, it is more than 40 degrees. it was a wise choice to tuck myself in the warm blancket, with the adjustment of lowest room temperature especially in this extremely hot summer country, wat else? the rich, luxurious, fully facilitated hotel suit room. the bed, the kitchen, a WOW!! i once hesitated to go for the dubai dessert tour. the bulb somehow was switched off when i found that how fantastic is the feel of rolling ur body in the cosy bedsheet and wit a cup of hot coffee, which like a drug that i couldn't get enough of. Or soak myself inside the warm bathtub with some aroma oil until my skins resemble a wrinkled old prune.. then lie on the bed and roll over it. O.o.o.O.. heavenly!!! I spent all my time in room for my first day in dubai, of course with lotsa cup noodle n can food. i feel pity for my body for the insuffience of nutritions. So, i went to the world's largest mall- Dubai mall( as how it is described in my tour information) with batch girl Suryanty and have some good n proper meal to feed my stomach. Oh yeah, surprisingly, i mean it was really out of my budget, i spent alot for clothes!! *squealing!! Check out the brand named BERSHKA. it is another surprise for me here. Coming flight is to Cairo, one mysterious country which enriched by strong culture and background stories. The desert tour is a must, no matter how hot is the weather?? hehe. i Hope i can cope with the hot weather there. There is a picture of eygpt in my mind now- golden sunset, slow n thirsty camels, ancient pyramid, hot wind which causes dizziness.... @.@.... Egypt! ! I am coming!!!! will be back here soon with pictures of Egypt... ciumzzz.

bao bao..

2009-05-19T18:47:00.007+08:00

Her name is bao bao
she is 1 1/2 years old
she watches bunny channel
she doesn't know how to speak
she only laughs or cries to express her feeling
she plays with her fingers before she starts to cry
and she has less than 10 teeth

bully baby is my all time favourite, *evil teehee..

生活

2009-05-12T02:39:00.002+08:00

就是这么懒。。
假日睡到中午才开眼睛，
刷牙洗脸，又再躺回去，
风扇，窗帘，枕头，Laptop，Facebook。。。
醒后不到两小时又再睡着，
飞机上的生活还是那么的匆忙，看到的笑容总是那么虚伪，
听到的话题永远那么枯燥，脚上的瘀青还是那么多。。
就让可怜的胃跟我一起入眠。。
睡吧。。睡吧。。。
Zzzzzzzzz。。。

你们，是不是也很眼睡？？呵呵。

R.I.P Benzi

2009-05-07T14:39:00.003+08:00

Two weeks ago when i was home Benzi looked so bubbly and cute as usual, a huge one though. Dad juz bathed him and the fluffy hair made it looked fat like a big snow ball. although i dun love pets like how my younger sis obsess with, benzi is juz like a part of my family. he got his meals at the gate, same time when we were having it in kitchen, he said hello n bye to us everytime we were at doorstep. Dad said he felt warm coz benzi always be the st one who welcome him by waved his furly tail whenever he's back. he barked to strangers, chaised them and broke the vase, and mom screamed! He pee here n there stupidly, n caned n punished by dad n eventually he learned the lesson. Truely god awful that he left my family by giving his life a full stop. Benzi was a stray dog who probably abandoned by his real owner w/o a reason( perhaps juz bcoz benzi was old n they got a new doggie). he was smelly and dirty and juz roved in front of my house. initially dad and sis juz fed it outside the gate but ended up with benzi joined my family, and now he left us.

Good bye benzi, ah ru miss you.

残酷

2009-03-29T01:28:00.003+08:00

今天, 有个小女孩哭泣

问她, 她说比赛输了

告诉她, 下次再来

她说, 妈妈告诉她,穷孩子参赛会辛苦, 走路要坚强

为什么有钱人较容易?

因为, 现实的残酷

眼角泛红

我给她我的37摄氏.

Manchester 2009

2009-03-20T21:04:00.009+08:00

Juz got back from Manchester this early morning and it was a really a amazing flight!! not only the team that i worked with, the best thing throught out this manchester flight is that i met with SHIN, DONG CHUAN, and EIN EIN there!!! This three talented future architects came all the way from Birmingham by bus to Manchester with the main purpose to experince and snap shot the unique structure and building. On second day we visited to the die-die-must-go OLD TRAFFORD STADIUM. Shin even trod on the green grass of the stadium field and juz in a lightning time the tour guide said:" no no don do that i din ask you to do that!" .. "oo, sorry!!" but with the naughty smile on his face. he din mean sorry at all!! this mr soccer during my secondary school time felt satisfy even though he juz stepped on the edge of the grassland in old trafford stadium. "at least i experieced.."

i love shin's fish eye cam too much. the pics below we took it while we waited the bus at evening time. the lovely goldish sunlight has juz done a great job for the natural lighting effect besides provided us the achy heat.

speechlessly charming, he makes lotsa gals fall for him: chong sian, lee

my manchester trip wouldnt be tat fun without the gal named : ein ein, soh 好傻好天真

so capricon: dong chuan, kok

very dry: qinru, ng

i like this piece of foto, is the background remind you of fish leong's 崇拜?

yes it is the project of japanese architect Tadao Ando in year 2003, in Piccadilly Gardens, Manchester.

i don like to c myself in this kind of laugh-like-crazy face in foto
but wat to do? it was juz, too happy n fun at tat momment :)

coming up next: abudhabi-jeddah flight, and i gonna back home after this! i miss ppl and foods in malaysia heaps!!ooowwwww!!! cant wait for the break...

懒人的Post

2009-02-03T21:19:00.008+08:00

This is a real late post and this account seems like inactivate. haha sorry for this *wink. i do really have lotsa stuffs to share here from my flight*travell to different countries somehow everytime that i entered here i stopped from typing the post whenever friends asked for lunch or dinner or the most attractive one, Shopping!! lol the best and easiest way to satisfy myself especially cheap yet good quality things. U cant believe that even in watson i can shop for 4 hours. teehee.

Well i have started to fly a month ago and still muddle headed for this kind of lifestyle. most of the turnaround flight is midnight flight. so i sleep in the morning time after i end the midnight flight duties and touch down in singapore again early in the morning. whereas the long flight speaks for itself, jet lag and extremely tired. normally wat do i do is soak myself inside the bathtub and throw myself on the luxurious bed in the hotel room then try to sleep for more than 8 hours yet the tiredness nv let me to do so *isshh. I din manage to go out for a walk when i was in Sydney coz the duration was too short for shopping. And in Johannesburg, i din go for the wildlife safari since it is not the right season to go (summer over there and wildlife are juz hiding themselves, animals are scared of heat). but the main reason is none of the rest of crews are interested with the tour. Becoz of the high city risk i juz walked around myself at the hotel area. and guess what, i watched disney channel for most of the time in room. and now i know why is Hannah Montana is so popular :) Here's some pics taken in johannesburg.

hotel room

swimming pool

outdoor dining beside the pool

bar counter

tidy line for paying

(basically south afrika's food is not my cup of tea)

The worst thing that i ve experienced was yst, a taxi which missed me for three times while i waved to it at the opposite bus stop like crazy, and worse to worst, i was 1o mins late for the briefing. my heartbeat kept increasing and guess if i were without make up my face was juz a piece of white paper. Finally it was ceased when i received the call from control center, halfly dead *ddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.. *shit! "miss ng do you know what is your reporting time?" "1125..""and what is the time now?""1125.. but i ve checked in... *hrrr feel wana cry "... yes yes i know i m really sorry for this..." *and i wish i could fly there....... Finally i entered the briefing room with my distorded face caused by the deep anxiety and worry. Punctuality is simple yet many ppl fail in it becoz they dont take it seriously. okie it's really a good leason for me. i will pay veron's mom to fetch for the rest of my flights!! i swear!! actions speak louder than words, i make the call now, Huuh!!! *grimace.. pray with hand crossing to remain at the safe side.

神啊。。请保佑我，我那么善良。。。。。。。

59/08

2008-12-30T19:59:00.004+08:00

2.5 months of trainning and one week of flying to winter/summer countries,

Today, we graduate :)

from left: (kai yin, gareth, fion, rebecca, neng, diana, ru, novi, suryanty, suhaili, shaveta, ari, jessica, rudy, benjamin)

wish all:

Happy Flying, Happy serving, Happy 777

in coming days

Seremban

2008-12-07T01:16:00.002+08:00

Ignore the uncomfortable time to be seated in bus and longer journey extended by traffic congestion,
it's really good to be at home...

Home Is Where your HEART is.

back home to pump love gas and energy to your heart
whenever you feel empty and lost

2008-11-17T22:47:00.002+08:00

new life

2008-11-01T14:20:00.003+08:00

Well the days now like back to old school time, wake up at 530 early in the morning and back home at 7-8pm sth, the only thing stay in my mind when i reach home is to remove the dry lens from my pity eyes and take a super quick bath then sleep till the next 530am. No doubt time flies when i m in s'pore for my first month here so far. pray with finger crossing that everything will be fine at the coming days. have done lotsa window shoppings here and plan to get so many stuffs soon, big or small, cheap or expensive.... cant wait for the day tat i could get the st salary from company.. weeee.......... its too bad that i cant have it b4 my 22nd birthday. yeah, people!! did u c wat's my previous sentence? yeah my birthday is coming, 5 more days from today!! haha, ohya? wana get some present for me? check out my wish list, lolsss. :) :)

gonna leave soon

2008-09-28T01:43:00.003+08:00

things happen before prediction
have to move forward while haven awaken

3 weeks ago was still with 10 piercings
was used to wear 5 pairs of ear rings since 16

new babe who is accompanying me in new place

Ego kills!!!
wish to meet someone can play this kind of games with me

Vulnerable

2008-09-17T02:01:00.004+08:00

My sis was back from outside with a strong alcohol smell with her another female friend who cant even stand straight. I wanted to scold her for the late return and also, brought another drunkard back. My evil words stopped when she told me, she have just lost two frens in a night time. Not caused by quarell among young girls, they were dead. One killed herself and another one got killed. The former was suffer from depression and chose to end her life in a way that out of everyone's expectation. The latter one was even miserable. Kidnapped, raped, burned.... this gal was murdered by the cold-blooded animals. Read this article http://www.jbtalks.cc/viewthread.php?tid=409209&page=1#pid1152659101. My sis lost her another close friend a bout a year ago, died in a serious crash accident. Three friends died in a year time, she ables to feel the vunerability of a life. Death is only terrible if someone that you love leaves you in a sudden. There are only sadness and nostalgia left by the peepo who leave without any signal.

生命 , 真是很脆弱...

她手指的味道

2008-09-14T01:54:00.003+08:00

从小到大,妈妈的手都有一种味道.
不香,却不臭,是种怪味.
从幼稚园帮我抹干了的鼻涕
小学捏我鼻子说要挺才漂亮
中学帮我挤鼻头上的粉刺
到最近发烧探我额头的热
那味道都还在

她不在的几天
当我下厨几次后
我不经意的嗅到我手指
也有了相同的味道
原来
不香,也不臭,是她的爱心蒜米味..
她说留指甲涂指甲油,不适合她,我明白
喜欢冷冰冰的香水,更喜欢她的手这温暖的味道
因为可以镶在心里.

love u

2008-08-26T20:50:00.005+08:00

(from left to right-dad, mom, and teng). the older that i ve grown, the more loves tat i can feel it from my parent. it stays together with my heartbeat of the day. i saw glitters in dad's eyes tat day, not caused by my achievement i guessed, to be frank i din ve any good achievement in my almost 13-year-studies. Perhaps, he finally saw his eldest daughter in completely convo attire :)
and Teng.. thanks for the companion along the road to maturity, we are so telepathic and it is very hard to meet someone else like you. U will definately get a good job soon and also, a ZAI!!!

Child is the gift to parents, but i'm a mafan jing indeed. Completely the opposite, they are the treassure that i have ever had in my life. neither written nor spoken tat i can express my gratitude to them.
Again, thanks for the flowers and gifts(especially to Qi the one who is very enthusiastic)...

not to forget, to hvei, ur sudden appearance in the ending of Uni life was a beautiful story. thanks for teaching me to say rude word and lotsa weird expression, thanks for ur helps in giving tips and sharing the answer. uni-life was easier becoz of u hahaha.

an old way saying: friendship forever.

轻

2008-08-17T10:57:00.002+08:00

傍晚 530pm 16号8月
走在下着细雨的Jalan Sultan Ismail
头发被风吹得像傻婆酱
脸上的妆溶得乱七八糟
Formal attire 是邹巴巴的
还有因为脚痛而换穿的人字拖
狼狈的我在HANG TUAH MONORAIL
风干的我在MASJID JAMEK LRT
再成为疲惫的PASAR SENI bus passenger
最后要晕倒在seremban terminal one
其实我的心是. 轻. 了
不管我会不会去,这至少是个肯定
远在不知玩到泰国哪一个角落的baba mami,
你们女儿用她22年来形成的158cm44kg个体告诉你们

"我PASS左!" *泪

无题

2008-08-12T23:52:00.003+08:00

海豚有海
蝴蝶有花
风筝有风
鸟儿有天空
蓝天有白云
月亮有星星
锁头有钥匙
琴普有音符
拿铁有巧克力曲奇
天蝎有自己的毒尾巴...

malaysia public transport service

2008-07-28T19:26:00.004+08:00

ktm is fucking crowded.
in the morning time, i stand from seremban to KL central,
and from central to KLCC.
but the worst thing happens at evening time.
during 5pm -8pm if u are at the KL central planning to take the ktm,
Please ready urself with some junkfood, sweets or mp3,
coz u will miss the train for few times except u r lucky enough to be squeezed by others into the train.
and ladies, tie up ur hair if possible,
if u don wish ur long silky hair to be pulled by others.
wearing sport shoes is a good idea to protect ur toes from being trod by others.
at last, take off ur sweater, coz inside the ktm is just fulled with carbon dioxide, with the salty secretion u will be in a terrible mess.
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yurks.

Good nite

2008-07-22T00:35:00.002+08:00

It had been a half year times tat i nv really go to sleep b4 3am.
As i have been adviced by many ppl around me to sleep earlier,
the abnormal life stopped at the previous week,
coz i have to wake up early in the morning to class.
9am in the morning,
with bird-song when the time i opened my eyes,
and i took my breakfast accompanied by ah bent's barks, his hobby in the morning, always try to talk with other doggies from opposite.

tonight, 1am, on the bed.
hehe,
good night everyone.
晚安.

The Night Activity

2008-07-19T22:10:00.011+08:00

Yesterday night was fun's birthday celebration at Sanctuary.

it was very crowded, song was old, but the atmosphere was quite good, not as lala as some place.

most of us was very quiet and juz remained silent from the beginning.

but it was a different story when it came to the end, they started to kiss each other, ALCOHOL EFFECT.

KISSING:

CONSCIOUS??

K.O

-The End-

命中注定我爱你

2008-07-17T00:09:00.002+08:00

很久没看偶像剧了,
因为觉得都无聊,
但要说一下,
"命中"很好看一下,
第十八集里,
菜龙辉又出现了,
让我笑了短短的几十秒,
要懂菜龙辉是谁, 请按 http://profiles.friendster.com/22981975
这位帅哥走在路上也会被问要签名.
可怜的萧敬腾.

干物女

2008-07-11T01:25:00.003+08:00

最近都活在自己的世界里,
电脑是我的一切,
没有了它我四肢无力,
我不喜欢太阳,
不喜欢人潮,
不喜欢怀念,
不喜欢琐事,
我收藏自己
锁得很密很紧,
是越来越黑暗,
我都看不清我了.
谁人,
来打救我?

Old friends, old video

2008-07-01T02:08:00.000+08:00

Accidently i found the video clip of my last year birthday celebration in Kaki corner. It is a very messy clip but i smile everytime i watch it. Inside the clip are those friends came along to brighten my days in boring Utar. Shih yii n jiamin were often forced to accompany me n teng to have dinner at mamak stall. We are juz adnormal to take dinner at yumcha time, around 10-11pm. So can imagine how much that the fats had gained on two of us for consuming high calarories food at night time haha. Both of them were attached and only me and teng accompanied each other for most of the time during the last two years of uni life. Urgh, but all the character inside is juz like missing in action after the last day of final exam. I juz met with Ching yi few days ago coincidently. She was on the way to register for ACCA course at Sunway ler. For others probably we can juz meet with each other again in the August Convo. Birthday 2008... hmm, i guess it will be not as noisy as 2007.

A smile

2008-05-31T15:27:00.001+08:00

Back to the simplest,

And lets smile.

Yiiiii hehe.

Hey babe, Are u happy for this moment? :)

*Pss.. a big smile to darling as well. oXoX

U r annoying

2008-05-12T02:56:00.000+08:00

Dont show me ur fake smile, it Makes me puke.

Stop to defame me, i m not as irritating as how u did..

And... stop to distort the facts.That is a mean trick.

Well its now for u to go back to ur orginal place,

No space here for u to confound the black n white,right or wrong,

U Snob juz stay away from me..

U r fucking annoying.

Booo.

Plain_empty

2008-05-06T17:02:00.000+08:00

Chilhood time the dream was so beautiful, so innocent.

Somehow, it has become so vulnerable. Just like the bubbles.

Its very rare to see ppl who dare to chaise for the dreams when started to grow up.

U went for study for more than 10 years as everyone did so.

N u started to work, 9am-5pm, OT, complaining how mean is ur boss, how irritating is ur client, how stressful is ur life, how cheesed off is u with ur routine....

U may laugh at those who sing like *ill on the stage in a competition. Yes they are ridiculous but, at least they are brave enough. Their eyes are glittering with own confidence.Giving u the chance, will u go for it? (=

Graduated, Thinking of the right path tat should be taken. Road to Success. Victory. Riches. Power?? Well, if i were juz as plain as a white paper, it would be easier.How beautiful if things done n decision made without the concern of secularism..

Sigh..