59/08

2.5 months of trainning and one week of flying to winter/summer countries,

Today, we graduate :)

from left: (kai yin, gareth, fion, rebecca, neng, diana, ru, novi, suryanty, suhaili, shaveta, ari, jessica, rudy, benjamin)

wish all:

Happy Flying, Happy serving, Happy 777

in coming days

Seremban

Ignore the uncomfortable time to be seated in bus and longer journey extended by traffic congestion,
it's really good to be at home...

Home Is Where your HEART is.

back home to pump love gas and energy to your heart
whenever you feel empty and lost

new life

Well the days now like back to old school time, wake up at 530 early in the morning and back home at 7-8pm sth, the only thing stay in my mind when i reach home is to remove the dry lens from my pity eyes and take a super quick bath then sleep till the next 530am. No doubt time flies when i m in s'pore for my first month here so far. pray with finger crossing that everything will be fine at the coming days. have done lotsa window shoppings here and plan to get so many stuffs soon, big or small, cheap or expensive.... cant wait for the day tat i could get the st salary from company.. weeee.......... its too bad that i cant have it b4 my 22nd birthday. yeah, people!! did u c wat's my previous sentence? yeah my birthday is coming, 5 more days from today!! haha, ohya? wana get some present for me? check out my wish list, lolsss. :) :)

gonna leave soon

things happen before prediction
have to move forward while haven awaken

3 weeks ago was still with 10 piercings
was used to wear 5 pairs of ear rings since 16

new babe who is accompanying me in new place

Ego kills!!!
wish to meet someone can play this kind of games with me

Vulnerable

My sis was back from outside with a strong alcohol smell with her another female friend who cant even stand straight. I wanted to scold her for the late return and also, brought another drunkard back. My evil words stopped when she told me, she have just lost two frens in a night time. Not caused by quarell among young girls, they were dead. One killed herself and another one got killed. The former was suffer from depression and chose to end her life in a way that out of everyone's expectation. The latter one was even miserable. Kidnapped, raped, burned.... this gal was murdered by the cold-blooded animals. Read this article http://www.jbtalks.cc/viewthread.php?tid=409209&page=1#pid1152659101. My sis lost her another close friend a bout a year ago, died in a serious crash accident. Three friends died in a year time, she ables to feel the vunerability of a life. Death is only terrible if someone that you love leaves you in a sudden. There are only sadness and nostalgia left by the peepo who leave without any signal.

生 命 , 真 是 很 脆 弱...

她手指的味道

从小到大,妈妈的手都有一种味道.
不香,却不臭,是种怪味.
从幼稚园帮我抹干了的鼻涕
小学捏我鼻子说要挺才漂亮
中学帮我挤鼻头上的粉刺
到最近发烧探我额头的热
那味道都还在

她不在的几天
当我下厨几次后
我不经意的嗅到我手指
也有了相同的味道
原来
不香,也不臭,是她的爱心蒜米味..
她说留指甲涂指甲油,不适合她,我明白
喜欢冷冰冰的香水,更喜欢她的手这温暖的味道
因为可以镶在心里.

love u

(from left to right-dad, mom, and teng). the older that i ve grown, the more loves tat i can feel it from my parent. it stays together with my heartbeat of the day. i saw glitters in dad's eyes tat day, not caused by my achievement i guessed, to be frank i din ve any good achievement in my almost 13-year-studies. Perhaps, he finally saw his eldest daughter in completely convo attire :)
and Teng.. thanks for the companion along the road to maturity, we are so telepathic and it is very hard to meet someone else like you. U will definately get a good job soon and also, a ZAI!!!

Child is the gift to parents, but i'm a mafan jing indeed. Completely the opposite, they are the treassure that i have ever had in my life. neither written nor spoken tat i can express my gratitude to them.
Again, thanks for the flowers and gifts(especially to Qi the one who is very enthusiastic)...

not to forget, to hvei, ur sudden appearance in the ending of Uni life was a beautiful story. thanks for teaching me to say rude word and lotsa weird expression, thanks for ur helps in giving tips and sharing the answer. uni-life was easier becoz of u hahaha.

an old way saying: friendship forever.

轻

傍晚 530pm 16号8月
走在下着细雨的Jalan Sultan Ismail
头发被风吹得像傻婆酱
脸上的妆溶得乱七八糟
Formal attire 是邹巴巴的
还有因为脚痛而换穿的人字拖
狼狈的我在HANG TUAH MONORAIL
风干的我在MASJID JAMEK LRT
再成为疲惫的PASAR SENI bus passenger
最后要晕倒在seremban terminal one
其实我的心是. 轻. 了
不管我会不会去,这至少是个肯定
远在不知玩到泰国哪一个角落的baba mami,
你们女儿用她22年来形成的158cm44kg个体告诉你们

"我PASS左!" *泪

无题

海豚有海
蝴蝶有花
风筝有风
鸟儿有天空
蓝天有白云
月亮有星星
锁头有钥匙
琴普有音符
拿铁有巧克力曲奇
天蝎有自己的毒尾巴...

malaysia public transport service

ktm is fucking crowded.
in the morning time, i stand from seremban to KL central,
and from central to KLCC.
but the worst thing happens at evening time.
during 5pm -8pm if u are at the KL central planning to take the ktm,
Please ready urself with some junkfood, sweets or mp3,
coz u will miss the train for few times except u r lucky enough to be squeezed by others into the train.
and ladies, tie up ur hair if possible,
if u don wish ur long silky hair to be pulled by others.
wearing sport shoes is a good idea to protect ur toes from being trod by others.
at last, take off ur sweater, coz inside the ktm is just fulled with carbon dioxide, with the salty secretion u will be in a terrible mess.
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yurks.

Good nite

It had been a half year times tat i nv really go to sleep b4 3am.
As i have been adviced by many ppl around me to sleep earlier,
the abnormal life stopped at the previous week,
coz i have to wake up early in the morning to class.
9am in the morning,
with bird-song when the time i opened my eyes,
and i took my breakfast accompanied by ah bent's barks, his hobby in the morning, always try to talk with other doggies from opposite.

tonight, 1am, on the bed.
hehe,
good night everyone.
晚安.

The Night Activity

Yesterday night was fun's birthday celebration at Sanctuary.

it was very crowded, song was old, but the atmosphere was quite good, not as lala as some place.

most of us was very quiet and juz remained silent from the beginning.

but it was a different story when it came to the end, they started to kiss each other, ALCOHOL EFFECT.

KISSING:

CONSCIOUS??

K.O

-The End-

命中注定我爱你

很久没看偶像剧了,
因为觉得都无聊,
但要说一下,
"命中"很好看一下,
第十八集里,
菜龙辉又出现了,
让我笑了短短的几十秒,
要懂菜龙辉是谁, 请按 http://profiles.friendster.com/22981975
这位帅哥走在路上也会被问要签名.
可怜的萧敬腾.

干物女

最近都活在自己的世界里,
电脑是我的一切,
没有了它我四肢无力,
我不喜欢太阳,
不喜欢人潮,
不喜欢怀念,
不喜欢琐事,
我收藏自己
锁得很密很紧,
是越来越黑暗,
我都看不清我了.
谁人,
来打救我?

Old friends, old video

Accidently i found the video clip of my last year birthday celebration in Kaki corner. It is a very messy clip but i smile everytime i watch it. Inside the clip are those friends came along to brighten my days in boring Utar. Shih yii n jiamin were often forced to accompany me n teng to have dinner at mamak stall. We are juz adnormal to take dinner at yumcha time, around 10-11pm. So can imagine how much that the fats had gained on two of us for consuming high calarories food at night time haha. Both of them were attached and only me and teng accompanied each other for most of the time during the last two years of uni life. Urgh, but all the character inside is juz like missing in action after the last day of final exam. I juz met with Ching yi few days ago coincidently. She was on the way to register for ACCA course at Sunway ler. For others probably we can juz meet with each other again in the August Convo. Birthday 2008... hmm, i guess it will be not as noisy as 2007.

A smile

Back to the simplest,

And lets smile.

Yiiiii hehe.

Hey babe, Are u happy for this moment? :)


*Pss.. a big smile to darling as well. oXoX

U r annoying

Dont show me ur fake smile, it Makes me puke.

Stop to defame me, i m not as irritating as how u did..

And... stop to distort the facts.That is a mean trick.

Well its now for u to go back to ur orginal place,

No space here for u to confound the black n white,right or wrong,

U Snob juz stay away from me..

U r fucking annoying.

Booo.

Plain_empty

Chilhood time the dream was so beautiful, so innocent.

Somehow, it has become so vulnerable. Just like the bubbles.

Its very rare to see ppl who dare to chaise for the dreams when started to grow up.

U went for study for more than 10 years as everyone did so.

N u started to work, 9am-5pm, OT, complaining how mean is ur boss, how irritating is ur client, how stressful is ur life, how cheesed off is u with ur routine....

U may laugh at those who sing like *ill on the stage in a competition. Yes they are ridiculous but, at least they are brave enough. Their eyes are glittering with own confidence.Giving u the chance, will u go for it? (=

Graduated, Thinking of the right path tat should be taken. Road to Success. Victory. Riches. Power?? Well, if i were juz as plain as a white paper, it would be easier.How beautiful if things done n decision made without the concern of secularism..



Sigh..