new life

Well the days now like back to old school time, wake up at 530 early in the morning and back home at 7-8pm sth, the only thing stay in my mind when i reach home is to remove the dry lens from my pity eyes and take a super quick bath then sleep till the next 530am. No doubt time flies when i m in s'pore for my first month here so far. pray with finger crossing that everything will be fine at the coming days. have done lotsa window shoppings here and plan to get so many stuffs soon, big or small, cheap or expensive.... cant wait for the day tat i could get the st salary from company.. weeee.......... its too bad that i cant have it b4 my 22nd birthday. yeah, people!! did u c wat's my previous sentence? yeah my birthday is coming, 5 more days from today!! haha, ohya? wana get some present for me? check out my wish list, lolsss. :) :)

gonna leave soon

things happen before prediction
have to move forward while haven awaken

3 weeks ago was still with 10 piercings
was used to wear 5 pairs of ear rings since 16

new babe who is accompanying me in new place

Ego kills!!!
wish to meet someone can play this kind of games with me

Vulnerable

My sis was back from outside with a strong alcohol smell with her another female friend who cant even stand straight. I wanted to scold her for the late return and also, brought another drunkard back. My evil words stopped when she told me, she have just lost two frens in a night time. Not caused by quarell among young girls, they were dead. One killed herself and another one got killed. The former was suffer from depression and chose to end her life in a way that out of everyone's expectation. The latter one was even miserable. Kidnapped, raped, burned.... this gal was murdered by the cold-blooded animals. Read this article http://www.jbtalks.cc/viewthread.php?tid=409209&page=1#pid1152659101. My sis lost her another close friend a bout a year ago, died in a serious crash accident. Three friends died in a year time, she ables to feel the vunerability of a life. Death is only terrible if someone that you love leaves you in a sudden. There are only sadness and nostalgia left by the peepo who leave without any signal.

生 命 , 真 是 很 脆 弱...