Sunday, September 28, 2008

gonna leave soon

things happen before prediction
have to move forward while haven awaken


3 weeks ago was still with 10 piercings
was used to wear 5 pairs of ear rings since 16


new babe who is accompanying me in new place

Ego kills!!!
wish to meet someone can play this kind of games with me

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Vulnerable

My sis was back from outside with a strong alcohol smell with her another female friend who cant even stand straight. I wanted to scold her for the late return and also, brought another drunkard back. My evil words stopped when she told me, she have just lost two frens in a night time. Not caused by quarell among young girls, they were dead. One killed herself and another one got killed. The former was suffer from depression and chose to end her life in a way that out of everyone's expectation. The latter one was even miserable. Kidnapped, raped, burned.... this gal was murdered by the cold-blooded animals. Read this article http://www.jbtalks.cc/viewthread.php?tid=409209&page=1#pid1152659101. My sis lost her another close friend a bout a year ago, died in a serious crash accident. Three friends died in a year time, she ables to feel the vunerability of a life. Death is only terrible if someone that you love leaves you in a sudden. There are only sadness and nostalgia left by the peepo who leave without any signal.

生 命 , 真 是 很 脆 弱...

Sunday, September 14, 2008

她手指的味道

从小到大,妈妈的手都有一种味道.
不香,却不臭,是种怪味.
从幼稚园帮我抹干了的鼻涕
小学捏我鼻子说要挺才漂亮
中学帮我挤鼻头上的粉刺
到最近发烧探我额头的热
那味道都还在

她不在的几天
当我下厨几次后
我不经意的嗅到我手指
也有了相同的味道
原来
不香,也不臭,是她的爱心蒜米味..
她说留指甲涂指甲油,不适合她,我明白
喜欢冷冰冰的香水,更喜欢她的手这温暖的味道
因为可以镶在心里.