My every friday

每一个 end of duty 就是我的星期五　都是最轻松的时刻
放肆地不调闹钟地睡，睡到脖子也酸了才醒来。
醒后泡个快熟面，一杯咖啡，几片ｂｉｓｃｕｉｔｉ，　还有无数的连续剧到午夜。
年尾将近，一年又这么过了，做工存钱　存钱做工
心里有个目标要在今年内达成　但却做不到
朋友说要那么多钱干啥
我也不知道
或许　某天发现自己什么也做不好的时候
还是种安慰

彷徨无助时，我就会想想　身边爱我的人

oh no work

not lazy but juz very demotivated to bac to work, very reluctant to drag myself out from home to airport n put my ass on the aircraft seat n juz in 45 mins time i will be at the familiar yet strange changi airport. as usual take a cab n "uncle pasir ris drive 6 please" n bac n "hi aunty uncle i'm bac how r u i m good holiday is fun (but work sux)" "hi dust in s'pore room i m bac to make u disappear again" the room just exhale a melancholy breath of emptiness. "hi hamster don come out from ur cage again if not i gonna move house happy?" it only looks cute when it is locked n looks grumpy... So much pretty things happen that i should be happy about, so glamorous, oh y still this emotion mulling over as ever?

"I don't want to achieve immortality through my work...I want to achieve it by not dying."

— Woody Allen

ya, just wan to survive.

06.11

it's a bit late to post 06.11 on 09.11,


but still wana say




今年的生日 很幸福

:)

给一些很重要的人们♥

你们开心

我才快乐

请让我快乐

missing you

missing somebody
is luxurious if you got hectic life
coz u got insufficient time to do it
or should i say
it's like a dessert after meal
do enjoy it, when u are able to do so.
today kinda set my mind to free mode after the safety test,
and eh hem! i miss baba, mama, meimeis, although we do fight most of the time.
i duno y, but that's just the style tat we communicate with each other in home.
u wana soft spoken? who gonna give u a shit in my house? the louder one is winner, roar!!!! my mom win.. aiks.. :P
miss everyone in malaysia, miss them in heaven, miss frens who study oversea,
you,you,you, and you. so many yous.

time flies, and before i knew it,
it's been a year here.
how fast...... that i gonna be trainned for business class.
no no, there is no extra earning to work in business class.. ah you say can hook up some rich n young guys like doctor or entrepreneur? gals who work this only dream big bout this? i know some ppl might think like this, no yes no yes no yes? if u stil put this in mind n make the judgement, i'm sorry but i think u are stil living in ur old granny's age.

lalalalala.

bad day in Milan

24 Sep is definately an unforgettable day for me. this is the worst trip ever that i had. i thought that i can have a great trip, my first visit in milan. But at the end it was spoilt by the pick pocket case tat happened to me and another girl. Personally think tat i kind of protect to my belonging when i was at the town, most of the time i hugged the bag. yet i am stil a victim of this widespread crimes. by time i realized tat my wallet has gone, the pickpocket alr long gone.

There will be hell to pay when i get back home. My malaysia Ic, driving license, euro 150, and all my four debit and atm cards gone. the only glad thing is my passport and staff pass are still with me, if not i gonna stay in milan until things are much more settle. How sick. i learned a lesson and deeply understand how good is a skilled pickpocket can make off as much money as a armed robber within, hmm maybe a few seconds time? what i can say is it's nearly impossible to make yourself completely immune to their tricks once u are spotted by them. once they target on you, tat's it la..

no matter how careful you are, you could still fall victim to pickpockets as they camouflage themselves from time to time so that you won't spot them or being alert. trust me, to whoever feel that all these happened is just becoz of incautious and careless, which exactly what i felt previously when some friends told me so... probably i had a pleasant trip in Rome for almost four days, so i take it for granted lo, smart ass. hhrrr!!!!! i shud have spreaded my money, cards, and identification cards when this came to my mind b4 i stepped out from my room. regreted i din do so and now i pay the piper. i lost it all at once.

There's not much law enforcement can do about it. i went to the army authority since there is a translator there n waited like an idiot for 4 hours n yet, bac wit nth, coz no one entertained us. skin tone discrimination obviously! bloody idiot... ...


i wan to go home i wan to go home i wan to be hugged i wan to be pampered i wan a kiss on my forehead i wan my wallet bac i wan my ic back i wan my all cards back i wan to have good sleep i dunwan to be terrified anymore..............

生活是座迷宫 爱情是个迷

什么时候 我们的脚步不在是随着自己的心跳

又是什么时候 我们忘了停下来 看看沿途的风景

只想着要朝着目标前进 殊不知 他已模糊得难以拼凑

只能在空气里嗅着回忆

Lies and Sour Grapes

People often ask questions with least expectation when there dont standby your side. For the sake of making them happy, avoid the sour grapes becoz of their unattainable goals. Answer them in your most reasonably humble way would just make them feel satisfy. We skip the most important fact, we vague the topic, We tell lies by ommision. We feel wronged, but we avoid noise. It's still small girl fumbling around the big city, but got to be with much more strength and courages. oh ya, my current status is: depressed

Copenhagen, July

Once upon a time, there was a mermaid who felt in love with a prince who lived on land. Her love thus lead to the agreement between her and the sea witch by giving her tongue in order to replace her fish tail with human legs so that she could walk on land n meet her charming prince. Unlike the cartoon that we have watched, the story line here apparently an unhappy one. She became mute and she suffered from every steps that she took. Yet she cant get along with the one she loved. knowing the sad story earlier on, i felt the loneliness of this mermaid statue when i took foto with it. The little mermaid statue symbolizes the Danish fairy tale that she came up to the egde of water to look for her love. without the touring crowd, it is juz surrounded by strong wind n sea water.

"sorry lil mermaid, i need a piece of me with you too."

Another famous spot in copenhagen is Tivoli gardens. It is an old entertainment park fulled with flowers blooming as it is early summer and unique building from different oriental countries.

the spinning chilhood dream.

which has flown too far away from us

Since nth much that we can do in copenhagen, we decided to make a move to sweeden. a city near to copenhagen and it only took like 30-45 minutes by taking train. initially we wan to tour in sweeden by cycling, but all bikes are not available due to the its popularity to be used in sweeden. Same like copenhagen huh, where many residents travel by bike instead of car.

In Lund. The look-a-like tower which Rapunzel let her hair down for the prince.

Malmo canal boat trip. finally finished my st roll of 120 film for diana+.

July is a busy month for me. busy flying, busy shopping, busy travelling, busy meeting all babes back from oversea for holiday, busy dizzy messy. My room are all the time in a mess. haven unpacked and got to leave again. haven fallen asleep then woke up for another flight. feel like ever since the copenhagen trip, i have nv had enough rest. oh boy!!! i need my long break. my annual leave, my august holiday. yosh!!

Random 1.2.3

Done in Shanghai saloon. have fun. :)

No longer P

Something unsual happened this afternoon when i checked my Wave for the crew list. My P have gone!! Hooray!! feel so glad and pleased and blessed!!! thanks to Surianty for the early announcement of this good news. throw the streamers and blow the horns. i'm sure all the babes of 59/08s were jumping for the good news. What a long period of six months that we spent with lotsa patience to reach this day. wish 59/08 the best for the coming days and waiting for the drop P party. haha. hahas. mouth split til ear. wahaha.

no la, i m juz joking.
i m 淑女ma.................

Summer. Italy

Summer is a troublesome season.
i need the sunlight to travel around in Italy.
and cold breezy day instead of 35 degree which caused everyone of us dehydrated and extremely exhausted.


it's a real summer in europe. hate perspire profusely.

i said no shooting!!

5 days in italy allows us to travel from Rome to Pisa, and from Pisa to Florence.

In Rome


Finally in Florence


In the train bac from Florence to Rome again. Took around three n half hours.

i hav nv walked so much distance in my past twenty two n six month' s life.
it's was my first time backpack travel.
Shoulder n feet pain til max.



Darker skin followed by heat rashes attributed to the exposure to the sun and hot condition.

It is always said that people with fair skin really need to be careful whilst out in the sun.

Despite i complained of all i have mentioned above, ignore the high expenses in italy, it is really worthwhile to travel to all these places in Italy. It's such a romantic country.



i saw the leaning tower.

Dad said i m so ugly with my big sun glasses. Poo!!!

i had my Angel n Demon tour in Rome.



Never goes wrong to have Gelatine in Italy.


and i acted like i adore art gallery in Florence.


haha. Someone told me through phone that she would make her honeymoon in Italy. haha well we shall c k?

more fotos in FB soon :)

Shout out: Happy daddy's day!!

P/s: sorry to dad, mom, sis, n Qi for not sending birthday wishes to them during their big day. forgive me for being not mindful all the time n HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY. ♥ U ALL.

dubai-cairo

this is how i wrapped myself with the blancket and falled asleep in front of my lappie. foto taken by someone in my room eating my drystore. :)


The ancient pyramid, one of the world's seven wonders.

At the east of the largest Khufu pyramid is the Sphinx. One of the story about Sphinx is Khufu, the second Pharaoh in the fourth Egptian dynasty ordered Stonemasons to carve the Sphinx according to Khufu's feature as a patron saint for Khufu's eternal "residence", his own pyramid when he is dead.

Kiss good luck, a kiss that would bring me lucks. weeee.

what was i doing behind? tried to protect myself from the direct UV light la!!

god of fertility

Dubai

Room temperature is 18. Outdoor? haha, dare to imagine, it is more than 40 degrees. it was a wise choice to tuck myself in the warm blancket, with the adjustment of lowest room temperature especially in this extremely hot summer country, wat else? the rich, luxurious, fully facilitated hotel suit room. the bed, the kitchen, a WOW!! i once hesitated to go for the dubai dessert tour. the bulb somehow was switched off when i found that how fantastic is the feel of rolling ur body in the cosy bedsheet and wit a cup of hot coffee, which like a drug that i couldn't get enough of. Or soak myself inside the warm bathtub with some aroma oil until my skins resemble a wrinkled old prune.. then lie on the bed and roll over it. O.o.o.O.. heavenly!!! I spent all my time in room for my first day in dubai, of course with lotsa cup noodle n can food. i feel pity for my body for the insuffience of nutritions. So, i went to the world's largest mall- Dubai mall( as how it is described in my tour information) with batch girl Suryanty and have some good n proper meal to feed my stomach. Oh yeah, surprisingly, i mean it was really out of my budget, i spent alot for clothes!! *squealing!! Check out the brand named BERSHKA. it is another surprise for me here. Coming flight is to Cairo, one mysterious country which enriched by strong culture and background stories. The desert tour is a must, no matter how hot is the weather?? hehe. i Hope i can cope with the hot weather there. There is a picture of eygpt in my mind now- golden sunset, slow n thirsty camels, ancient pyramid, hot wind which causes dizziness.... @.@.... Egypt! ! I am coming!!!! will be back here soon with pictures of Egypt... ciumzzz.

bao bao..

Her name is bao bao
she is 1 1/2 years old
she watches bunny channel
she doesn't know how to speak
she only laughs or cries to express her feeling
she plays with her fingers before she starts to cry
and she has less than 10 teeth

bully baby is my all time favourite, *evil teehee..

生活

就是这么懒。。
假日睡到中午才开眼睛，
刷牙洗脸，又再躺回去，
风扇，窗帘，枕头，Laptop，Facebook。。。
醒后不到两小时又再睡着，
飞机上的生活还是那么的匆忙，看到的笑容总是那么虚伪，
听到的话题永远那么枯燥，脚上的瘀青还是那么多。。
就让可怜的胃跟我一起入眠。。
睡吧。。睡吧。。。
Zzzzzzzzz。。。

你们，是不是也很眼睡？？呵呵 。

R.I.P Benzi

Two weeks ago when i was home Benzi looked so bubbly and cute as usual, a huge one though. Dad juz bathed him and the fluffy hair made it looked fat like a big snow ball. although i dun love pets like how my younger sis obsess with, benzi is juz like a part of my family. he got his meals at the gate, same time when we were having it in kitchen, he said hello n bye to us everytime we were at doorstep. Dad said he felt warm coz benzi always be the st one who welcome him by waved his furly tail whenever he's back. he barked to strangers, chaised them and broke the vase, and mom screamed! He pee here n there stupidly, n caned n punished by dad n eventually he learned the lesson. Truely god awful that he left my family by giving his life a full stop. Benzi was a stray dog who probably abandoned by his real owner w/o a reason( perhaps juz bcoz benzi was old n they got a new doggie). he was smelly and dirty and juz roved in front of my house. initially dad and sis juz fed it outside the gate but ended up with benzi joined my family, and now he left us.

Good bye benzi, ah ru miss you.

残酷

今天, 有个小女孩哭泣

问她, 她说比赛输了

告诉她, 下次再来

她说, 妈妈告诉她,穷孩子参赛会辛苦, 走路要坚强

为什么有钱人较容易?

因为, 现实的残酷

眼角泛红

我给她我的37摄氏.

Manchester 2009

Juz got back from Manchester this early morning and it was a really a amazing flight!! not only the team that i worked with, the best thing throught out this manchester flight is that i met with SHIN, DONG CHUAN, and EIN EIN there!!! This three talented future architects came all the way from Birmingham by bus to Manchester with the main purpose to experince and snap shot the unique structure and building. On second day we visited to the die-die-must-go OLD TRAFFORD STADIUM. Shin even trod on the green grass of the stadium field and juz in a lightning time the tour guide said:" no no don do that i din ask you to do that!" .. "oo, sorry!!" but with the naughty smile on his face. he din mean sorry at all!! this mr soccer during my secondary school time felt satisfy even though he juz stepped on the edge of the grassland in old trafford stadium. "at least i experieced.."

i love shin's fish eye cam too much. the pics below we took it while we waited the bus at evening time. the lovely goldish sunlight has juz done a great job for the natural lighting effect besides provided us the achy heat.

speechlessly charming, he makes lotsa gals fall for him: chong sian, lee

my manchester trip wouldnt be tat fun without the gal named : ein ein, soh 好傻 好天真

so capricon: dong chuan, kok

very dry: qinru, ng

i like this piece of foto, is the background remind you of fish leong's 崇拜?

yes it is the project of japanese architect Tadao Ando in year 2003, in Piccadilly Gardens, Manchester.

i don like to c myself in this kind of laugh-like-crazy face in foto
but wat to do? it was juz, too happy n fun at tat momment :)

coming up next: abudhabi-jeddah flight, and i gonna back home after this! i miss ppl and foods in malaysia heaps!!ooowwwww!!! cant wait for the break...

懒人的Post

This is a real late post and this account seems like inactivate. haha sorry for this *wink. i do really have lotsa stuffs to share here from my flight*travell to different countries somehow everytime that i entered here i stopped from typing the post whenever friends asked for lunch or dinner or the most attractive one, Shopping!! lol the best and easiest way to satisfy myself especially cheap yet good quality things. U cant believe that even in watson i can shop for 4 hours. teehee.

Well i have started to fly a month ago and still muddle headed for this kind of lifestyle. most of the turnaround flight is midnight flight. so i sleep in the morning time after i end the midnight flight duties and touch down in singapore again early in the morning. whereas the long flight speaks for itself, jet lag and extremely tired. normally wat do i do is soak myself inside the bathtub and throw myself on the luxurious bed in the hotel room then try to sleep for more than 8 hours yet the tiredness nv let me to do so *isshh. I din manage to go out for a walk when i was in Sydney coz the duration was too short for shopping. And in Johannesburg, i din go for the wildlife safari since it is not the right season to go (summer over there and wildlife are juz hiding themselves, animals are scared of heat). but the main reason is none of the rest of crews are interested with the tour. Becoz of the high city risk i juz walked around myself at the hotel area. and guess what, i watched disney channel for most of the time in room. and now i know why is Hannah Montana is so popular :) Here's some pics taken in johannesburg.

hotel room

swimming pool

outdoor dining beside the pool

bar counter

tidy line for paying

(basically south afrika's food is not my cup of tea)

The worst thing that i ve experienced was yst, a taxi which missed me for three times while i waved to it at the opposite bus stop like crazy, and worse to worst, i was 1o mins late for the briefing. my heartbeat kept increasing and guess if i were without make up my face was juz a piece of white paper. Finally it was ceased when i received the call from control center, halfly dead *ddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.. *shit! "miss ng do you know what is your reporting time?" "1125..""and what is the time now?""1125.. but i ve checked in... *hrrr feel wana cry "... yes yes i know i m really sorry for this..." *and i wish i could fly there....... Finally i entered the briefing room with my distorded face caused by the deep anxiety and worry. Punctuality is simple yet many ppl fail in it becoz they dont take it seriously. okie it's really a good leason for me. i will pay veron's mom to fetch for the rest of my flights!! i swear!! actions speak louder than words, i make the call now, Huuh!!! *grimace.. pray with hand crossing to remain at the safe side.


神啊。。请保佑我，我那么善良。。。。。。。